Writing something isn't easy

I've been trying to write something to post on my blog and I can tell you that it's not easy for me. First is the topic, it is hard to think of what to write because I don't really like to open my life to the public much. Second is writing difficulties, most of the time I get stuck in the middle of a paragraph because it was too crappy or the paragraph doesn't really go well as I want it to be. Third is laziness, I'm not an English expert and so I have to recheck grammar after I let words pour out of my head and that I'm lazy to do it.

Well, the first writing I got started was like 3 weeks ago so finally I'll just have to finish this one; otherwise I would never get started. Yeaahhhh first post finallyyyyyyyyyy.